Those Wisconsin days and talks in the Buckboard kitchen; they were not implicit pledges and they were not cumulative? More important than anything -- closeness, trust, palpable love -- is that I be punished? Or are we four a single entity, not even individuals really, punishable as a bloc?
Do I deserve an answer? Does it give you pleasure to be needed (and perhaps to refuse), or are you burdened by it and want to escape? Perhaps you do not truly believe that I need you, or you see it merely as weakness?
If you are hurt you will not share it, you hide it away.
You reserve solely for yourself the right to be fierce.
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