So... the news is that we will leave Moscow by the end of November, if not sooner. Not sure where we will go yet; perhaps the US, perhaps Central Europe, perhaps (slim chance) Singapore or Hong Kong. I am anxious, but the displacement feels familiar too. EB, not yet four, has lived in at least three languages (and thus worlds) for months at a time. Ours is a traveling circus, and it's time to take this show on the road again.
Book log: Stephanie Zweig's Nowhere in Africa, a Holocaust memoir that, except for some splendid passages written from the viewpoint of a wise Kikuyu, blocks out much of Kenya's color and beauty and dwells instead on the morbid, incurious minds of the author's parents. A bit like being stuck in a tour van with a stubbornly quarrelsome couple while driving through a gorgeous, exotic land they never look out the window to notice. Then, Natasha's Dance by Orlando Figes, an examination of Russia's obsessive self-redefinition over the last few centuries... not so different from any other nation, except that here it was frequently state-managed, handicapped by the inert weight of millions of illiterate peasants (who were alternately reviled and idolized by city folk), and it played out on so epic a scale.
Well, it looks like another gray day. Lula is toting the new foster kitten (Hans) around by his scruff, and the breakfast dishes are waiting...
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I wrote you a letter today.
I was on a bench and it was
the most honest thing I'd ever done.
But I felt it was obsolete,
so I rolled it and smoked it.
Felt nothing.
So I folded the first page of a novel I hadn't finished yet
into a crisp paper airplane.
Attached it to a balloon and
sent it aloft.
Sucked 3 filters black,
before it slipped into a Cumulus.
Somehow I knew it would
come down in the wilderness.
So I composed a prelude for piano
and left it untitled.
It was only 1 page, but
it had 3 repeats.
I was inking the last chord when
a spider came by.
So I gave it to him.
He carried it away behind a tree.
Started memorizing it I think.
When I went over to check,
he just looked up at me.
Said nothing.
I realized I'd finally done something.
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